I think Im going to give the pain meds to someone else.
I dont think it is an issue at the moment, but I sure as hell dont want it to be.
I dont know anyone who isnt an addict though.
EVERYONE I know LOVES the shite.
I used to but it just doesnt have the same appeal now that I have been clean for a while..
Im actually afraid of taking it. I must be an idiot. I would rather be in pain than take it. I think. Ive never tried moderation or restraint with the stuff.
Anyone have any suggestions ?
I think I have a little different mindset on it but insight would be appreciated.
I know I need to go back to meetings because booze in movies and stuff has been looking...I dont know. Ive been romancing the thoughts a little. It doesnt last long usually. I just get figity. Is that a word ?
Rest now...