Ummm, not sure if I should post my thoughts? I have not been on SR for a while and just saw this thread? This is what confuses me, you are putting this thread out there, and it really speaks to me, but as far as I can tell, no one has ever responded to this thread?
I have the same problem, can't quite get the GOD HP thing, but i do think HP's exist, kinda, well I really want to believe more than I do, but....