Its not pathetic Soos - it's understandable.
I'm sorry things are so screwed there.
All I can suggest from this distance is ring the numbers.
If you feel in any danger at all - just no ifs or buts - just go to the ER - you may have to wait, but it's better than nothing.
and I'm one of the many here who'll lend an ear if you want it - no nurses uniform tho, sorry
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