Hi Soos
I'm really sorry to hear that you're having hassles.
I'm not up with the Californian scene, detoxes and medicaid - hopefully others will be and will post in this thread.
What I do have are some numbers - and a link to recovery programs.
Please look at them ok?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...resources.html
The National Drug and Alcohol Treatment Referral Routing Service available at 1-800-662-HELP. This service can provide you with information about treatment programs in your local community and allow you to speak with someone about alcohol problems
Hopeline-dot-com has free 1-800 line that will connect any caller in the US who needs help to a certified crisis center nearest the caller's location. Services are available 24 hours a day, seven days a week. The number is:
1- 800-784-2433
Just stay in the day Soos.
And at the very least, keep lurking. Postings better but lurkings ok
We do care - really
hugs
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