((onlyliveonce))
I'm sorry you're going through this. It's increidibly painful to be in love with an addict. They will break your heart over and over again...if you let them. That's the key. They can only do to you what you allow them to do.
You know your AH is an addict. You know he has a girlfriend. What are you going to do now? I see that he has left your home, that's a great first step.
You can stop the pain. You can go no contact. You can file for divorce. BUT, you are the only one who can do it.
Please don't suffer needlessly. There is a better life for you out there!
Sue