Thanks Kimmie and Covington. I made it through yesterday and it was a lot easier than I thought it would be. I went to work, the gym, took my dog fora walk, went to dinner, worked on some reports I had due and gave my Doha bath. Then last night I dreamt about the ex. Can't remember much of the dream but it dealt with running into him and finding out he was already living with someone else. When I woke up the negative depressed feelings were back. I know I have no idea what he is doing or feeling so who's to say he is happy. I just know I am not happy today. Sometimes I feel such doubt about myself and mourn the loss of him. On good days I realize the relationship I was in is not the relationship I want to be in forever.