justine

WELL I HAVNT BEEN ON FOR AWHILE AS HAVNT HAD MUCH FREE TIME.BEEN KEEPING BUSY SO AS NOT TO SIT AND THINK TO MUCH!!
I AM 6WEEKS SOBER FROM METHADONE AND HERION AND I FEEL ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!
BAD DAYS STILL COME AND GO AS THEY ALWAYS WILL BUT NOW I HAVE THE TOOLS TO BATTLE THROUGH THEM.I KNOW I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO AND WILL BE IN RECOVERY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET THIS FAR AND NOW I HAVE EVERYDAY I GET STRONGER AND MORE DETERMINED!
MY FIRST DAYS WERE DIFFICULT AND SR MADE IT THAT LITTLE BIT EASIER TO KEEP GOING AND NOT TURN BACK.
SO HERE'S TO THE FUTURE FOR ALL OF US CAUSE WE CAN ONLY COME OUT STRONGER FROM THE STRUGGLE WE GO THROUGH DAILY.
I HAVE 10YRS LOST IN A STONED HAZE BUT NOW I HAVE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO MAKE UP THAT 10YRS WITH LOTS AND LOTS OF HAPPINESS AND SMILES.
I AM PROUD OF MYSELF AND LIKE THIS NEW FEELING!!!!
I CAN LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AGAIN AND IT IS GREAT.