I have never been uber religious. My parents didn't attend church, nor was any religion talked about in my house.
I have been to churches of several types, taken a few classes and read lots of books in exploration.
I have buried too many, too young to not at least hold out some hope that we are more than food for the worms.
Now and then, I think I get "signs" and/or "messages"
Now and then, I feel like something is pulling me, or pushing me, or helping me along.
Sometimes I call it "The Universe", sometimes I call it God. Sometimes, when things are just a bit to much for me, I surrender to "It", and just ride the wave.
I like to believe in Karma, or what goes around comes around, or in divine justice. I live my life in a way that my karma should be good, and maybe, just maybe I will meet my loved ones again "on the flip side".