Originally Posted by
least 
I've been taking anti depressants for a long time, tho when I was drinking they didnt' help much. Now that I'm sober they're working again and it helps me a lot and keeps me more stable, with less mood swings. I'd give them a try. They've done me a lot of good.
I fully agree with with Least.
I am also living with depression and live on anti-depressants. They help a lot.
IMO i'd say give it a try, you have nothing to lose, but "sanity" to gain.
"Depression hurts emotionally and physically" - it sounds like you have an amazing hubby who is supportive, and We also support you and are with you... It will get easier with time.