Hi benham!! Good for you, as long as you have your objective clear in your mind.. there will be detours, bad days, etc but you will be on the right path... many (like me) are on the same road
I looked for "free death clock" and now run the application at my job. I put it in Pessimistic so I got until year 2022. Sorry for the somber link, but the countdown clock really makes you realize...that NO.. you WON'T be around forever..and you need to make ever day count.
Hugs!!