Thanks for checking in. Glad to hear you are seeing a doctor. Don't hold anything back when you do. Make sure you are completely open about all the stuff going on with you whether it be alcohol related directly or mental health related (although these are certainly related). The Dr.'s job is to evaluate your condition based on everything. It was hard for me to really surrender and come completely clean about everything pertinent when I was first seeking help. So I may be projecting a bit, this may not be an issue for you, but please do tell them everything. Good luck!