Great work, mentally!!!! Running is a great release for me too, and helps me to make sane, rational decisions in the rest of my day. Keep it up -- and keep your boundaries strong. Regardless of whether he is/isn't alcoholic, is/isn't drinking, is/isn't in withdrawal, you have the right to make healthy decisions for you and your kids. It is NOT an "if I finally act like I'm trying, you have to stay" situation. Decide what you want your life to be like, and move toward it. It is all up to you. (((( mentallyxah )))