"It's been a hard days night"
"But when I come home to you and all the things that you do"
I still feel like crap!
Thanks all for your support. Roy,your experience helped me quite a bit.
At least I have a shread of hope I may not die.
Made it 24. Well, actually 28 hours,21 minutes and 27 seconds. I have counted each one. Last night has horrable.
1. My contact with a doctor never came through.
2. My friends advice was maybe you should just try and cut down.
3. My wifes advice was,why dont you just have a couple glasses of wine and try and relax.
4. To top it all off I could not get onto the website last night. My computer at home kept crashing. I was very,very alone last night. I guess I didnt realize how much streangth I was gaining from this site. I couldnt wait to log in so I came over to my parents house.
The other thing that slipped was I forgot the construction people were coming over to work on the house. Bang,Bang,Bang.
Im made all these plans. Someone from NA told me long ago
"we make plans,God laughs" Oh man.
Anyway I dont feel all that better yet but it's nice that it's daytime. The night was so long. Have not slept,could not sleep. Roy,Im now very familiar
with the second hand.
Pray for me people. I dont know when I can get back on.
I have a Dr's appoint in a few. I just got a little scared last night and want someone to listen to my heart cause it's working pretty hard right now
Later----J