Damn, so it wasn't about me after all. Guess I'm not as special as thought. LOL
PAtrick you are a good man trying to do God's will, more will be revealed, go a bit easier on yourself, (mind you this is not a suggestion to get soft with the disciplines, but just go easy, quit fighting those who don't agree, )
Jim says all the time, truth doesn't need defending, once I stopped defending I found out he was right.