Do you want to know what I am thinking about - but keep pushing it away?
My estranged daughter will be there tonight at her sister's grad. I know she won't sit with me (she'll be with her dad) - and I'll bet she won't even look at or acknowledge me. My sister will be with me though, and three nieces, and my close gf (who is also in AA) - so I'll have plenty of support.
But still.