Yeah, I'm definately an A sad to say.... I really need to work on getting to C. I've never been in the B either. It's just the craziest thing! Like I know he's lying to me and keeping things from me. Some days when I come across things, see things or can tell by his eyes what he's doing and, without thinking, react with anger or attitude and he just can't understand what I'm getting angry or upset about. DON'T YOU KNOW I KNOW...IDIOT!!!! Uhhh...I'm a work in progress, what can I say. If there was ever a way to torture addiction...I'd do it...LOL (ok not really funny but if you don't laugh about it then ya cry). Sorry for going off on the rant! Thanks for the thread Abundance!