I guess I am just weak and pathetic. Maybe they will help me see things more clearly at this Nar anon meeting.
...I have tenatively given up weed (so yes, clean), but kind of resent being asked to do that. I heard in al-anon that you don't have to quit drinking bc yr partner is an alcoholic. But I dont' even like weed that much, so why not just comply? I was tempted yesterday, and resisted. Every time I smoke, I'm disappointed. That's addiction I guess, to keep using despite disappointment and not enjoying it.
Okay, so sweep my side of the street. But our streets are all tangled up. Just the way I (don't) like them.