Thanks Blue!!
Are we SURE there isn't there an EASY way to get my life back???
I understand the desperation... I also get impatient lately with myself, about how I do not exercise enough, "move on" quickly enough when xAH seems to be surfing, and well, just anyone out there seems to be enjoying their life and I am totally stuck and nostalgic and falling to the same old traps.
But as long as you keep focus on your goal... and do not lose sight of it.. you will be OK
And I also do rest stops, and I am 27 and supposedly should have all the energy in the world, I just don't!! My apartment is 4 stories high and I pant so much.. not to mention when I am carry bags and have to take the stairs 2 or 3 times LOL
Easy does it. SMALL STEPS!! Baby steps... snail steps... as long as they are STEPS... its good stuff!!