I wish I'd written down how I felt my last time. I was in terrible shape & pleading for another chance at life - but writing it down didn't even occur to me (plus I probably couldn't have held the pen!). Maybe I'll write down what I can remember now, since the memories do fade with time. I do have my thread from here to refer to, & that'll help. The summertime triggers are bothering me right now. Thank you.