Originally Posted by
tears25 
I really wanna do this, i've tried a few times.
Problem is I get so shameful of the way i feel, sober or not that always after a few entrys I never even wanna think about the honesty i've sprawled across the pages and just wanna burn it and make it go away.
It's good advice tho and I will give it another go.
i know exactly how you feel. i dont want to think of how humiliated i feel even thinking of what stupid, selfish things that i've done while on a bender. it makes me feel sick, i just want to not think about it.