"i got drunk and sent him some texts that made no sense and i think he thinks i'm crazy now."
You might not be crazy now, but you were crazy when you sent them, right?
I got a kick out of that line in your post Mira, because when I was drunk EVERYTHING I thought, said, and wrote was pure genius... in my drunken mind.
Mira - don't ever forget it, it might just keep you from doing it again.
Welcome to SR.