hello ripley, i am also new here, never imagined it would actually help me as much as it has. a lot of support from people of all different walks of life, but with SO much in common. you are not alone, as i thought and felt i've been for years. i was always to ashamed to ask for help, i convinced myself i was strong enough to beat it on my own---just like i was strong enough to convince myself it was ok to have a drink!!! for the first time ever i feel i can finally beat this, WITH SUPPORT!!! don't give up, keep fighting, and allow yourself to receive help
