F.S. No big thing to down, just get back up and start back working and living the 12 steps. Today is a new beginning. I at one point was sober 4 yrs and got stressed out and drank for one night. The next day I went to a meeting,called my sponsor and started all over again. I have know been sober "one day at a time" for 19 years so never lett life keep you from working the steps and staying sober.Love your honesty,speaks volumes for your chances.