Why do I feel guilt?
I kicked him out 4 days ago due to his escalated drug use. He has since moved into the crappy garage apt next door that is falling down
He has no electricity, no AC, no type of kitchen utensils & prob is sleeping on a sleeping bag and pillow. He has no regular job (bad back & neck) and evidently his small fixit jobs aren't paying for much.
He has started drinking too, son saw a bottle of rum there. He left his AA books, I guess he plans on no meetings & left the rehab papers he was supposed to fill out.
He's prob not eating or is eating very little. He hasn't bothered us the last few days & I have had no contact with him. He's going to escalate on his downhill descent, I know this.
The kids & I are fine, we have a house, electricity & food. What we don't have is the insanity, drugs and alcohol.
I am feeling sorry for him, although I know I made the best decision I could. And I can't have him back in the house untill he gets better & right now I doubt he will.
I guess I need some support because it hurts seeing this unfold.
Teggie