Hi Firestorm
Welcome back-I've missed you!
I wrote a really long post to you and somehow lost it.
Lucky you it probably was full of nonsense!
So all i'll say is what everyone says all the time but i find it's one of the best:
"just take one day at a time"
I don't even count days anymore (i found it too depressing having to start at day one again after relapsing)
I just concentrate on "I won't drink today"
Don't be too hard on yourself and please keep posting!!