Originally Posted by
angie9 
thanks Dee and carol Im having a hard time forgiving m yself what I did to Sophie my little girl it haunts me that anything could of happened to her and it would of being my fault
I hope you can work on forgiving yourself. I think it's important to remember but not to keep beating yourself up. Or at least to not imagine things that could have happened but didn't. Remember the whole story. You did things you're not happy about (left her alone) but you also did things you should be proud of (got help, got sober).
I'm not sure I'm expressing myself very well. I guess I just hope you don't get stuck in all sorts of "what ifs..."
Wishing you the best!