Thanks Believe and Least, yes I am committed. The depression is still with me but I am doing like Ro said and just getting on with the stuff that needs doing, it is hard but it helps. At least I am moving forward in the sense that I am dealing with it by having the Psych apt.
Ro, I am worried about K too, this is not like her at all!
Nelco, thanks for making me smile with the word gobshite again, lol.