I gotta agree with Believe, You're doing a great job of committing to sobriety.:ghug3
I'm finding more and more that despite the troubles I'm going thru, I'm still waking up grateful to be alive. I attribute a lot of that to staying sober. Staying sober means not depressing myself on purpose. That's a big thing for me, as I hate the reality I see all around me, so not to drink over that sh!tis really huge.
I still have trouble with depression and anxiety, but at least I"m not depressing myself or making myself nervous. I like being sober so much more than drinking.:ghug3