Stoney, I wasn't really telling you to snap out of it. It was another of my jokes!!!! I do understand what you are going through, I am not the happy go lucky person maybe you might think I am. I just ACT AS IF most of the time. I know I am luckier than most being able to get to 2 meetings a day, but you know what, that is probably the most I can do in one day besides sit by my computer and chat here. I really do push myself to be happy and not to isolate. My kids beg me to go out but I just can't do it. So that's why I look forward to going to the meetings. AA is my life right now, I have no other life. But I do look for the day when I will have other things in my life. So please honey, don't take what I say so SERIOUSLY.
