day 5,
Can't believe i'm fully fully clean! No booze, no marihuana, no sigarettes, no huge amounts of cafaine. No pornografy. It's wonderfull
. My energy level is way up, i still have my smokerscough, but this time my lunges will start cleaning themselves in a while. That'll mean more oxigen, even more energy, better breathing for meditation and excersising.
Yesterdag I had a rough evening. The girl i'm dating smokes sigarettes, we were both of from work and we spent the entire day roadtripping and chilling out. Really awsome and so relaxing. Had a few good and hard sigarette cravings around her. Since I like her my 'defences' are a bit low and that tends to make me weak. However, I fully realise and embrased the thought I will be a sober and clean person for the rest of my life.
Gotto go, small meditation, shower, breakfast, work, housekeeping,
a good day ahead