ItsmeAlice, you are totally right....
I hope spirited that instead of going crazy with the hamster running, you take this anger out in constructive ways... such as exercise.
I know doing some Tae Bo moves helps me a lot, I always imagine I am kicking ex's balls, or remember things he did that made me angry and
/ i am more energic
/ i produce endorphins
/ i get anger out
/ i end up tired and sleep better
/ i look better !
I hope that you can find something similar spirited!!
I am glad you will no longer be waiting for him. Which are your plans for the weekend?