My 2 Big Fears
Two things that have become most frightening to me concerning my alcoholism is my paranoia and feelings of utter hopelessness. When you don't have hope, you really don't have anything. I don't wish this on anyone, but it really is a great help to know that other people are struggling w/the same thing. I have learned a lot about myself as I have gotten progressively worse. It's a shame it takes such a terrible disease to learn about yourself. I look around me and realize how good I have it compared to other people in the world and wonder why I'm trying to kill myself.