Hello Killa
All I can say is it ain't easy. You were drinking about a 12pack a day. (same thing I did for about 30 years).
So you quit drinking that 12 pack and YES there is going to be a huge empty spot for quite some time. This is NORMAL.
Don't do like I did and wake up 30 years later wanting all that time back. Although I managed to eventually make pretty good money, thats all I did, work and drink. I new I had to succeed at work to support my habit. The MAIN thing I missed out on was a family. (it's too late now for me). But I knew all along I could never keep a relationship, or be a good parent, so I stayed married to beer for all that time. I have been divorced from beer for 50 days now and we aren't talking. Hope this somehow helps.
