Day one....
Found this site a few days ago and think it's really going to help me. This is day one for me. Last night was hell. I went to go to an AA meeting, but for some reason just couldn't go in. I then ended up drinking 12 cans of beers. Not a wise choice obviously. I feel terrified about the future, work, relationships, failure and just can't shake it. I've tried going sober before and the longest I've managed is 8 days. I got made redundant two weeks ago and don't think I can return to full time work until I've started to sort my head out. This then sets off a whole chain reaction of worries. Anyway I'm starting today and will be off to a meeting tonight. I hope I have the courage to go in!