Another morning without a hangover. Work stress is killing me at the moment - sometimes I feel like just chucking the job in. Responsibilities keep me doing it. I should be grateful to have a job but don't feel that way. Next Tuesday I'm flying to California for work - i hope to drop in on a few AA meetings, should be an interesting experience. SR is an important part of my recovery. I like that word "recovery", it's a positive word with lots of light radiating from it. I'm in recovery truly. I don't want to relapse again, as even controlled drinking leaves me at the edge of the abyss of despair.