Hi pretty - I've missed you, always enjoyed your take on things.
I understand completely how you must be feeling & how on edge your nerves are. What I'm about to say is a cliche, I know, but true anyway. NOTHING will be made better by caving in and drinking. The problem - if there is one - will still be there when you sober up. In addition, you'll have a problem on top of that. You'll be disgusted & disappointed in yourself, possibly hung over, and maybe even have a tough time regaining your sobriety. For me, I can never again trust myself to just have a few. Depending on what's going on, you'll need a clear head to deal with it. I'm glad you came here and shared this with us, & I hope you'll let us know the outcome. I'll be thinking of you, my friend. Love, Joanie