Praise God! I got a new job at a new company. It's part time for a govt owned utility place and the building is owned by one of the places of worship i go to, whichi snext door!! this works for me, this feels like a gift to me and each day i thank god and say my prayers and one day at a time eat my meals, say prayers and stop to seek conscious contact with the blessings of my life. when i walk I thank my HP for having legs that work to walk me to this job, now i have enough to pay rent and an "ample reserve" to buy needs and little extras....this is good for me, for now. im considering studying as well as I grow again....people smile and say hi, they gave us a welcome bag and i thank them for that but i still ge tmy needs met in alanon and with the new rlsps outside recovery that are possible because of recovery work,,,,my faith is much stronger than in a long time and i actually feel, happy, joyous, free. this stuff works.