Your not alone in ur feelings.
44 days without alcohol is nothing
to sneeze at. So dont sell urself
short. For an alcoholic that is nothing
short of a miracle.
For an alcoholic it has been impossible
for us to not take a drink of alcohol
by our own will power. We are completely
powerless over taking that first drink
with out some sort of help.
I know for me i couldnt stop until
my family stepped in with an inter-
vention and a 28 day rehab program.
There were good times we remember
when we drank. Then over time it
turned on us. It wasnt our friend
anymore. It cause us more pain than
good.
I know for myself that I can never
drink alcohol sucessfully again.
Oh nooooo i said never.....i cant say
never.....i can say however ....i
can never drink alcohol sucessfully
again one day at a time.
Thats all i can handle even today
at 18 yrs sober.
What has kept me sober in the day
is sharing my ESH with you and others
here in SR. Sharing what it was like
before during and after drinking.
When u get out of urself and help
someone else unselfishly then u have
a good chance of staying sober one
more day.
The more u practice this day after day
it will begin to get easier for u.
Just follow the many before u that have
managed to stay sober ODAAT and having
fun doing it.