becca,
Welcome to SR. I visited your profile and see your sobriety date is April 18th 2009. This tells me you have been clean for 17 days. I don't know for how long you used drugs. Please consider this length of time clean you may not have a good understanding of steps 1 through 10 just yet.
I have not yet met anyone who's landed a sponsor and completed 10 steps in two weeks and has a good understanding of those steps.
I used drugs and alcohol for many years and it made total sense to me to find out it may take a while to thoroughly work the steps.
Do you attend meetings?
Do you have a sponsor?
Peace,
Missy