For those that have quit subs, I would like to know more regarding recovery.
I have been taking Subutex for eight years. Terrible, isn't it? All of that for a major back problem that wasn't relieved by codeine.
When I first came here, I was in a terrible state, and now thanks to you and perseverance, I have got my head together. I study the twelve steps, I read and read.
Just how different is it to do whilst taking subs, than not? Just how far are am I from my emotions and feelings? Are my thoughts,not 'Real'?
I hope that you understand what I'm getting at. Is recovery possible while on Subs? Writing that sound dumb, because I think the answer is no, because I'm not 'clean'. Please, any thoughts, E.S.&H, would be very much appreciated.
