(((Trish))) glad you checked in - sorry you feel so sad.
I don't think my life is humdrum and I don't much much more than sit here LOL - it's all how you look at it I guess...gotta make the most of what you got
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As long as you're missing something from your old life, I think that's gonna be a hold - a hold you don't need - even without going out again, missing something is gonna keep you sad.
You need to find other ways to get some excitement and enthusiasm, Chiy - apart from the old life stuff, what floats ya boat?
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