When I found SR ....
I was afraid to tell real, live people that I had a problem for fear that they would judge me. I found that the TRUE anonymity of these boards kept me sane and kept me honest. I felt that I could relate to many of the people who shared their experiences, strength and hope here.
I was a workaholic junkie who wanted to please everyone and be the best at EVERYTHING. Failure equaled worthlessness to me. Being second best meant failing. I usually felt worthless.
I had grown to hate myself and others to the point where isolation was preferable. I didn't want to date anyone or to have real, true friendships.
I hid behind lies, manipulation and warped perceptions.
Today, I can stand tall as an honest citizen, someone who works hard for a living and cares about what she does. Someone who loves other people. Someone who can make things happen.
I feel very grateful for SR.