update
I have most of my important stuff out of the house....just mostly clothes and things...I have several friends on speed dial as well as 911 so if he freaks...I have back up....I thought about leaving town for the weekend but not sure if leaving the s with him is a good thing....I will be safe...pepper spray on me at all times....I'll be with my therapist when the sherif comes to serve him....so that's good timing I can run some things by him before I come back to the fire!!!! My family (aunt, grandparents, even my parents, and my oldest daughter ) are all on my side, so Im gonna be ok...time for me to get healthy and live life....It's been too long of living in my black box...time to release the pain and enjoy life....little things...talking to someone...walks... music...Im not looking back./...it's gonna be a heck of a trip, but it's about darn time I got the backbone and stood up for myself!!!
Love to you all
Rach