hello nytepassion:
this post is so different than others that i've seen by you. You are running are pure adrenalin right now. The dust of that is going to settle in some spit of time, and then the work begins. But not to worry, you have your HP to walk with you. And you've been prayed for already. So when you find yourself sobbing face down in the carpet, know it's just a phase and it too shall pass.
I too found that i did not know if i should separate from addict husband, but there was a straw that broke the camel's back and I knew that separation/divorce was going to happen. I cannot even tell you what that incident was (it was so minor), but it was what let me know which direction the marriage was going to go in. Thank you God for faithfully guiding us all....