My best thinking damned near killed me.
I remember one day early in sobriety I got mad at someone, can't remember who or why, but by the time evening rolled around, I had a huge resentment towards every member of my AA group.
So me in my egotistical BS thinking decided I'd show them, by God. I would NOT go to the meeting that night and worry them all to death!
I sat watching the clock, and when it hit 8 pm, I just
knew they would all be showing up shortly on my doorstep, begging my forgiveness and asking me to please come back.
Needless to say, not a single soul showed up, and I finally realized the only person I was hurting was myself.
