Jules said it all really.
I know you can do this, because I did - and so did a lot of other ppl here.
It's not easy and it takes more time that I ever thought would - but it's worth it man - and so so possible.
I not putting myself on a pedestal - just saying I didn't think I could refill my husk either after 15 years and many years 24/7 drinking...but I did.
try again.
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