SF pretty well sumed up what i expereinced ... DK... everyone's moment of realization and the words and cercumstances that make it happen are diffreent.
Maybe it is a time where it would be helpful for you to decide what you need to do to get where you want to be....
I'm happy to walk with you, but my expereince was that the path i chose was the one i choose of all the different paths offered to me at the time...and it worked out mostly well for me so far....
The main thing was that i made a decision and took a direction....I hope you can do that too.
mixed in with the crap there have been alot of things posted that were helpful to me...so i thank you for that DK
and you know you can pm or ***** me any time of course (hug)