anvil....I agree, it just can't be an option. If I were to get to that point to actually put that pipe to my lips, that's when my will and my fight for recovery will be over. I'm not trying to be dramatic, but I know me and I know that 3 thing wills end it for me...shame, guilt , and death. I know how my mind and heart thinks and I know that I want recover. So when I start thinking about using (like the other day) that's when I have to ask myself if I'm ready to die. That's my option...LIFE or DEATH...PERIOD.
Penny
