i used to put ciggarettes out on my arm while i was drunk, i was in my mid twenties, and i had a mom and dad that were very good to me growing up, no kind of abuse from them, there was only one time that a boy had pulled down my pants when i was maybe 4, and i told my mom, so we moved away, anyway, that would not be the reason for my doing the ciggarette burns. so its a little irritating to me to say that because of what happend in your "past" is the reason for you actions today.