I know the feeling. I was into meth, oxycontin, crack, and use to smoke pot and cigarettes. I officially quit doing all drugs back in 2003 and never had any thoughts or desires to do them again. Smoking was a on and off thing for me, but whenever I did go back to smoking it was only when I was drinking. But I offcialy gave them up 6 months ago as of now, and as it stands I barely ever give smoking a second thought. Being around smokers you realize how bad those things stink after while
Drinking though that's a whole diffrent ball game. I've been going back and fourth with it for a long time now and for eash year that passes I hate it just a little bit more. But on the flip side I obsses over it, no matter how bad I hate it there's still this little voice in me that loves it.